electric blue

`~ Too much peanuts! -.-

2010-04-05T23:48:00.000-07:00

`~ Too Much Peanuts! -.- `~

The only thing that still keeps me going? Food & Alcohol

well like they always say, too much intake is "bad for health"!

-.- yea, i wont care. Why is it always so wrong when im honest to them? Does it put them off? Its better to be real than fake, rite?

This is effing sulky. U know what i just thought of an awesome idea to get my boredom off!!!

To be addicted to something, practically works for me. :) no, no not alcohol again.

TRUE BLOOOOOOODd! yes i saw some epis & its freaking awesommme! alexandra is so yummy as a vampire. hooked, hooked & MAJOR DRUGGED. :D

renting it after work. * epi moments again*

Ok im getting back to my work. :))

* Sapphire Nite on fri with Sexy!* cant wait

XOXOXO Bitchhh

2009-12-31T03:02:00.000-08:00

2010...

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A fox trot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell...

Ur missed...
1959 - 2009

2009-02-24T06:26:00.000-08:00

`~ Im by Ur side `~

I have no more words to say
He's fine, i noe..
But ma heart says otherwise
i dunoe..
Life goes on even wen u r nt ard
But ma mind & heart seems to stay still,
Tinkin of U...

Im by Ur side, love
Its hard for me to digest the truth of U being ill..
Were tis meant to happen for a reason?
I wished it was me at ur state..

Life stil goes on even wen i dun get to feel U by ma side
But my emotions seems to be drowned in Ur thoughts.
Tinkin of U..

I stil laugh ard & have my fun
The world doesnt seem to stop for us, but we r stil flyin together..hand in hand..
Ur laughter, ur smile & ur most lamest & craziest jokes,
Makes ma day...:)

Yeay, life stil goes on without all this beauty of urs.
But...now..i feel lonely & empty...
Tinkin of U...

( i MISSS U baby heshun!! ) get well soon asap,sexy slut :)))loves & hugs

2009-01-30T06:48:00.000-08:00

FB IS SOOO in!! (weird..)

tis world is crazy. 1st noobs forget the world's greatest creation of all time, HPS!!
& got stuck wif msging each other tru Fb.
2nd, recession is fucking annoying, esp when vending machine prices have also gone up?? like wtf?
3rd, i cant stil understand why people find it so amusing to actualli model in an anonymously packed mrt train(??!!) & camwhore? sheeeez
4rd & the most effish worst is when people stil dun understand that life isnt as easy as they tink it does? why r people so lazy in tis world?
HELOO, NOTHING Comes for free ok? so start movin ur stinkish butt & create some miracles in tis world can? grrrr...
ok enough of ranting..

lets tok abt ME...

hmm...

hmm...

hmm..

u noe i have 1 very good reason why i wont tok abt maself..

"Im not like the others.."

anwsssss lets move on.. im gettin more tanned due to swimming..but its fun, im enjoyin being a keling.. & navya was right.." IM DAMN HAPPY IM AN INDIAN"

& ma 21 bdae gift from ma dad " BRACES "
yesssssss! muahahah (random bitch is always on loose)

adioz ppl.

oh & 1 last note, its sad that certain ppl dun have a single clue on how to put their lives together..sob sob sniff sniff..oh well...*droolez* adioz..

2008-11-22T23:52:00.000-08:00

sometimes words cant describe wad u are going tru n dealing wif
Certain issues of ppl, mine and strangers ard me,made me realise of whu i m 2dae...
it didnt affect me, it educated me instead..
n so i sit here n wonder..does ranting our feelings in tis blog goin to change anythn?
silence is the best medicine..
however...
a few words help sometimes...

To Love : Ur the best i had,n the bestest i cld eva have..LOve is the word created juz for u..coz u r LOVE. i noe u r g oin tru the same shit as me, bt love,we will make it tru together...

To Her : Ur the woman whom i always respected after ma mum...yea u cld be a yr younger than me,bt u r da most confident n i shld say the piller of ma life..we do have our negative arguments n ptns of views time to time..bt we had the patience to make it all tis way n giving time for each other to understand one another...

To Brother : i dun g o ard callin ppl brothers or sistaz unless they realli mean sthn 2 me..n if u listen carefully,ur the one n onli brother i eva had..being wif u is the best moment i cld eva have..yea bt we do have misunderstanding frm time to time, bt im sure i will always take the effort to make it tru to U..im neva g ona doubt whether u r g oin to try..coz i noe..its nt abt whu tries..its abt whether u matter..n brother..u matter alot.!

2008-10-28T00:04:00.000-07:00

`~ Deepavali 08 was Funky wif Horny Boyz. `~

heyy so celebration all went all.babies came over ard 8 plus and ate so well, totally enjoyin ma mum's sambal prawns n chicken sambal, which gave them lots of
" effects " after a while....hahah! we shall col it the " prawns nite" , aite boys!
After tat we went to chill, drank, took so many cocky n funky pix..haha den we went 2
chill at shawnie's hse while alan took off home, we watched Indiana Jones ate Mac and drank some mre til 4 am..den i chaoed ard 7 plus..too lazy 2 go 2 work 2dae..haha sori ben! anws i had an unimaginable fun , juz like wad alan said, last nite wif ma boyz!!! LOVES BABIES...

p.s check out da pix below..they were totally foolin ard...hehe

Alan Baby groovin it.

Babies modeling it..

N yet again...hahahah!

tAdAHHHHH!! LOVES

2008-10-22T03:42:00.001-07:00

`~ ZZZZZZ...`~

Arghgggghhh! life is ntn much than tired n tiredness..like fcuk can?
im so freakin freakin tired la.finally im bloggin after so long, n i have to rant abt ma tiredness rite? freakkkkz.. anws baby twin's o'z is goin on..a few more days & baby will all be mineee!! muahahaha den its juz us us & us!! i so misses U la..
anws ive nthn much 2 rant anymore den say IM TIRED!!! oh n deepavali is ard the corner..so wad? im juz tired..zzzzzzzz adiouz zzzzzzzzzz

2008-10-08T03:49:00.000-07:00

`~ And so i say... `~

Tiz is juz too good to start wif, bt im realli confused on how 2 start it
Well lets see..Is pretty nice,swit everythin i like & adore bt stil im scared
why? mayb its juz me..bt is stil swit even after i tol wad kind of psycho person i m & bla bla etc,Is stil so swit & understanding..
We dun get bored wif each other,so fun ard wif each other tat we practically sing together..
We indulge in food,alcohol,friends,sickness,afternn naps,holding hands,hugz,kisses & misses..
More than a best fren? hmmmm.. yet stil leaves me unspoken..LOVES!

2008-08-14T04:43:00.000-07:00

`~ errr wads there? `~

boring.work is boring.slacking.hp line is cut.broke.pathetic.miss frenz n bf.hate some.actualli most.cant be bothered.boring.day passes fast.miss outings n clubbings.no mood 2 go out.hate him.hate her.wana distant maself.yes.no.dunoe.mayb.miss mummy.love bella.boring.work is boring.miss twin badly.end of ma .....

2008-07-28T20:10:00.001-07:00

`~ Tis is Me,n dats the way I roll `~!

heyyyy ppl.life is gd , gd n ubber gd.sometimes i rot at hm,i dunoe i juz dun even have the interests in studyin properly, im juz like chuckin everythin n goin by..bt i noe i cant do tat for longg..lately went MOS again n i totally loves it ur'l!! im so addicted again along wif ma lovely gurls.oh yeay n we happened 2 bump into saNAl n gang!! hahahh loftin was super drunk as always.hahah it was soo cool seeing them la.sadz james was missing..anws more parties to come abt..n He's always complainin as usual.hahah bt stil its all loves! :DD Muackkks fat n wet kisses 2 every1.

Me n Lovely gurlfren1

2008-07-07T23:35:00.000-07:00

`~! Im cOmpliCated.So r ma Issues.. `~!

heyyyz so yeay im nt havin a good time wif ma boo lately.sadz.i juz dunoe y im juz so complicated n have ma own ways n wen ppl dun do wat i say i get soo freakin frustrated..haixx hopefully tings wil all be good btw us again..sobz..

Anws, calvin b'dae outing went great as usual.im happy tings are goin great btw us again like those ol' days.cant wait to cha cha wif him tis sat n wif ma camford bestie tx.work is like crap..onli entertainment : ma lovely ralph.! hahah oh wel..

Me n ma Dearest camwhorin while Nav & Cal r buyin our movie tix.hehe

Cam-whorin Part 2.

Ma Darlin Noob.admit it, hes gettin way Cuter.haha

We start camwhorin wen we pick the best spotlight.lol

Girlz Rule, Boyz Drool ;)

n I'l die if they leave..

2008-07-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

`~ Fucktards plz Rush in ! `~

ok i dun wats happenin to me , bt i juz feel ppl ard me or used to noe me r turnin into major fucktards n stil simply to say, havent changed? sometimes i wish stayin hm da whole dae n sloggin sounds perfect..bt otherwise it neva used to work for me, n it stil doesnt! i get so moody without goin out..bt at least i managed to spend some time wif ma bestiez last nite catchin Get Smart..it was a super duper funny movie.enjoyed it.anws i realli like ma total mean bitchass attitude..it always works wen ppl iritate the hell outta me..n ive learnt sthn else.. DO NT GIVE A DAMN TO ANY1 TOO MUCH, COZ WEN U DO, THEY WILL START IGNORIN U N TREAT U LIKE A MAJOR FUCKTARD! n u neva wana be treated as such rite? so being mean n bad is the best.coz for me: i dun get hurt in de end. n tats wat i wan. n da only happiness i eva get frm, r ma besties.i LOVE U GUYZ!

2008-07-01T02:33:00.000-07:00

`~ Da Aftermath of Being Named Da Dumbass ~`

okkk so life after da horrible incident is survivin..hmm got ma pay which is like bullshit, ive decided to continue workin for a month or so..i need cash man..juz paid ma bills n sent ma darlin hp for repair.hopefully the charges aint high coz i so need cash n have debts to settle.haixx cant wait for bbq dinner wif twin tis fri..tats da onli entertainment i have so far tis wk..2dae was presentation dae at sch..performance of meme : average.. though i feel i was irrelevant at timez..ahh bugger.! boo is leavin 2 india tis comin sun n wil onli be back by next thurs..haixx im gona miss ma gossipin partner.haha! so far so ok..ciaoooz

Xoxo
Lyfe is A godam Bi-yatch!

2008-06-25T02:40:00.000-07:00

`~ Too Much 2 AsK ?? `~

heyooz peeps.let me juz say, ma days werent goin so great as i always planned eh.well last sat was da most horrible dae of ma life n heshun'z.haha tinkin abt it, we r always creatin new horrible memories together.1 more to add to our list.haha oh well, all we wanted was to have a good splash splash time like ol'days n chill wif booze.not even 2 hrs pass by, we lost all our valuables.i dun wish to go into details, its juz too painful to rmb again.anws..ma stupid manager onli put me on sat tis wk to work.wat an ass.so im sloggin at hm n tryin to finish up ma presentations..haixx i cant wait to repair ma lovely sony ericsson phone next wk once i get ma darn pay.baby was supose to give me some money 2dae for me to buy bag n shoes.guess hes stil slpin.dang him! haha bt hes sweet.anws heshun n i are goin 2 depend on emails tis days to contact each other.how sad..:(( bt seriously, emailin is fun!!

2008-06-15T19:51:00.000-07:00

`~ Baby, Stop Screamin,U noe dat I ma RuleBreaker! `~

heyoooz, life is stil rockin as usual.work is stil fine,even though exams are freakin near, i juz cant seem 2 stop partying as usual.i miss twin, cant wait to go ecp n get punch drunk again tis sat.hahah as usual! lately tings wif ma gurl frenz are gettin Freakin AWESOME!! hahah we cant juz seem to stop amusin each other wif our nonsense.oh well , i n oe u guyz stil love me.like how i do! hahah we r juz SO baddd..tings wif baby is gettin better too.! 1 more clubbin outin end of tis month.for sure! addictive again sial.hahahx ciaozz

Gettin high on da Bridge!

Ma Beautiful Ladie of da nite.

Whorin wif Aisha Babe.ma hair was screwed.haha

Ma Gorgeous Ladie2 of da nite.

Im in Love wif ma Bestfrenz!! :DD

2008-06-07T18:55:00.000-07:00

`~ New job, Lovin init! Roll the ching-ling babays `~

heyooo ur'l..im juz soo freakin tired..work at nyny is super fun.juz like ol' days in nydc wif navya. so ubber cool! love ma collegues..fun n so cacky.haha bt tis whole wk so shagged coz of the stampede customers in nyny.workin everyday liao! no social life for tis wk.so saddd..i need boooze! lucky tmr twin will come over after ma shift at 5pm n we can chill wif food n of coz , *winks* lol.! Next fri is so Clubbin nite for me n ma girls.lucky im on off! hehe ;)

2008-06-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

`~! hOw more Can mY Life get Bad & Good At Da saMe time? !~`

Heyyyz ppl.okie lately i tot why is ma life so borin? coz i was practically rottin at home for the last sat,sun,mon,tues n wed.but tings turned out ugly n pretty swit after tat slowly..okie so lets rewind back..its been 4 wks i practically met baby..tings were lil rough btw us on sun, mon n tues..we talked on wed n it was swit again..but thurs i was supose to go out wif twin but it cancelled..so i was so dyin for a outin..called hunnie but he was busy wif sthn..den all of sudden, dino, msged me askin me for a meetup wif him.since its been ages i last met him so i agreed. we wanted to get some food at ma baby's restaurant so i msged baby whether hes gona be there n all. well tats wen tings got bad btw us...haiz..trust me honey!! he's juz a fren..seriously..to make ma life more difficult : My hp got screwed..yea practically gone coz i dropped it accidentally.n it takes $145 to repair it even though i have a effing warranty card.wtf is the use of the warranty card den? ahh bugger..n to make tings even more worse..: i lost ma baby's hp number coz it was saved in ma phone memory n apparently i have a bad history of rmbing ppl's number..i noe..wat kind of gf m i whu dun rmbs her own bf's number? oh well..sadz*
so..im currently usin dad's hp..baby has yet to col me..hes pretty pissed wif me stil..but he did reply to ma msg..but forgot to type his hp number.
Oh well, 2dae met up wif ma gurls..decided to go down to baby's restaurant hopefully to bump into him, get his number n tok tings out..but sadly, he wasnt there..but met his uncle..but his uncle doesnt noe his number as well so he called baby's mum! ahh noe the mum practically noes i exist in her baby's life..oh well..i wrote down ma number n took down their shop's number as well..
hope baby won be angry..bt c'mon i do care abt him tats why i went down..hope he gets tat n col me asap..ahh
oh ive got a couple of good news as well..
IVE GOT A JOB! yess finally, now i wld have money, will be busy coz im workin full time 11 to 11 n its juz at lot 1.yes im workin at NYNY restaurant.cool eh.wif navya babe again.850 per mtn!! ahh so i wld get to repair ma darn phone w/o havin to depend on ma dad n shoppin!! whoooo
n another good ting : ive got manicure..purple cool shade..haha so cool..
anws last note b4 signin off : I met, knew nutz abt u, we talked so much, there was sthn abt him tat was so attractive, we danced all nite long, whispered so much tat brought our spirits together,we knew there was a spark* haizz sadly have to depart without ur name or number..or did u..haizz isit a crime to stil tink n tok abt u?
xoxoz UmA

2008-05-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

~! Shut up n Let me Go. `~

heyoooz..so life has been aite so far..no clubbin outinz so far..bore! but soon to come.hee :D Life wif da gurlz,are goin great of coz.SCh sux.lectures are killin me..
Ive become bolder in many situations tis dayszz.which is realli good. :)
Life wif honey is pretty smooth too.yeay he stil iritates the hell outta me but im like used to his nonsense..n he noes well i wont give a shit if he leaves..haha
well gota get used to it, boy!but stil ur cute :D
i can say im much closer to ma prev mate tis days..but tat gurl will neva learn.aint mate?
wat can i say more? Her true side now leaves lots of hates n frustrations ard her..
haizzz ADMIT UR MISTAKES.
anws tmr twin love is comin over for bbq dinner , drinks n lots of gossips.juz like ol' Good timez.! cant wait :D
ciaooooz

2008-05-04T08:21:00.000-07:00

~** Saihah turned 20! But stil looks like 16..lol **~

Heyyoooz.Yest was ma darlin Saihah Hassan 20th b'dae.we all met up wif her ard 7 plus in da evenin wif happy family at Hard rock cafe.it was a great dinner b'dae party.it was so much of fun!! :D we got her a nice tube top blouse n awesome chocolate cake + wif dedication frm us ! hahah Totally loved hard rock. Im sure we made her very happy :) righttt gurl? haha den ard 11 plus we gurlz left to clark quay to chill.surprisingly bumped into Siti Rozzanna n her bf.it was cool we were talkin n all.den i n navya decided to drink.but i cldnt gulp down whiskey.its juz too horrible,gurl.soriz haha den we left ard 1145.One last note b4 i go off, I learnt to drive! haha it was happening. Thnkz Siva Boy.Ur hot.haha ;)

B'dae girl wif her B'dae cake slice!

I n Noob cldnt stop Camwhorin.we r juz too hot.haha

I hate the lightning of tis pic.but heck, we r gorgeous no matter wat.yes yes :D

Peek-a-BOO! LOVES LOVES

HAHA! i cldnt stop camwhorin as well..GOOD DAY PPL!

2008-04-26T07:10:00.000-07:00

`~ Please Dont Stop Da Music! `~

Omg yest was the best MOS niteout eva wif ma gurls.It was some Sp event shit so there were so many cute Sp guyz at MOS.eventually me n sai got lucky wif a few bunch down there whu later turn out to be nav's babes classmates.oops! sori gurl.anws i had lots n lots of fun..More plz! haha n now me n sai got sick..oh well the aftermath of clubbin.
Hmm last note b4 goin off, I noe its been weeks tings are a lil rough btw us..but i feel u are not the boy whom i used to be crazy abt like those days..work doesnt change a person..so dun give me all tat bullshit.calls used to be best frenz btw us..now its disappeared for good.u used to be concerned in every single shit i did n went..now u dun even care to noe wats goin on in ma life..so much for being together?
WATEVA BOY!ciaoz

Love ur'll Beautifulz.25th april MOS nite.all prepped up.hee

Izzah, Sai dear n Meme All wet n Groovy inside MOS.haha party hard!

2008-04-19T05:18:00.000-07:00

`~ My Circle of Frenz Are gettin Bigger n Wilder n Crazier!! `~

heyhey folks.haha back for more updates.alrite so last weekdays were boring at home..was pretty sick ( all better now! :D), was busy applyin for jobz and slp n slp at home..aiyoo..sad sad..even boy was busy wif work, cldnt able to meet him last wk.but we promised to meet next tues or wed..yippee! :D anws though weekdays were borin, yest was a blast wif ma crazy bunch of frenz.haha nowadays i always have to look forward to ma weekends coz its gettin so much of fun, fun & fun! Anwss,yest had a wild booze outin wif ma gurls,james n sanal gang.We were at clark quay n was havin so much of fun,teasin each other, tokin n tokin n got so well together. in de end we decided to leave clarkquay ard 3 plus,coz sai had to go home but i n navya needed to crash at some1's place coz we cant go home yet.so we all except for sai & lofttin, ended up crashin at sanal's place.we went to mac ard 4 plus to get our mrnin break n we chilled at his place , talkin n talkin.we cldnt even get proper slp.but it ubber ubber cool! den i, james n navya chao ard 8 plus n headed to our home sweet homes.More Parties n OuTINGS plz! haha we can never stop once we start.right guyzz? haha loves loves

meme camwhorin while waitin for sai..

Our Favorite Chillout place.Clark quay!

We never fail to amuse each other wif our nonsense.Loves!

Paparrazi ALERT!!

Sanal posin like a celeb! muhaha

Sleepin Beauty 1- Donkey james.haha

Sleepin Beauty 2- Snow White Anoop.So cute! Ugly james feet was on da way haha

Take tat BIG foot! Growllll lol

2008-04-14T19:03:00.000-07:00

`~ Blessed Wif da Bestest Gifts in Da world `~

Heyooo! Life is so so great nowdays.exams are over : best part! but now new module has started..which is 2dae!: worst part :( but heyy no choice.im so sick at home rite now..blame it on da weather n ma piggin nature.muhahah

Party,party ,parties.lately been goin to parties n hangin outs wif ma gurls.its been sooo great.finally i had time to catch up wif ma lovables n spend time wif them.though we did have lots of squabbles, it makes our relationship n friendship much more interestin! we are stil thick n thin together :)

Im so gladdd im blessed wif the great frenz in da world whu constantly reminds me that they love me though at the same time they drive me crazy to da max.in a good way! hahah i cant get enugh of tis great ppl, so addictive ard them n even without them..gosh i thank god so much for showin me such great ppl in ma life.thanks lord!

More parties are to come soon in our way, though sch have started.we will never stop! muahah right girlssss? I loves loves ur'll!

Another last note to ma Favorite boy,U r juz so great! yeay i noe we get crazy n scream the hell outta of each other due to our differences,but hey we stil never failed to accept each other for whu we are, n most imptly be there for each other! Im mad abt u like crazy boy!:D :D LOVESSSS

Me n ma Sai Shorty ( ma favourite taliban ) lol

Look at the camera , u kuku! haha

Lets get the party started! James chalet party 12/04/08

Saihah is gona kill me for postin a ugly pic of her.cant wait! haha

U make me so happy, boy! :D Lovesss

2008-04-08T23:26:00.001-07:00

`~To BE THE oNe ( Baby u juz lost ur place )`~

You know it's been some time since you've been on my mind
I finally seem to find my way away
everyone I know said to let you go
and they don't know the storm
that you used to bring
like when you used to say my name
and telling me again and again
you start to playing them games
shouldn't known your talk was lame
but don't you feel any shame
that you try to bring me such pain

Now you never see
just what we meant to be
so don't come asking me to be the one
coz now i know it too
i've seen it through and through
that you just couldn't prove to be the one

Well everybody say
you got to get away
you can't make people change
and now I know
guess they were right
I didn't see the light
but now im not so blind oh no
if you keep playing around
I bet you'll be taken down
by someone who'll figure you out
but if there's a lesson learnt
I know it was respect and concern given that u don't deserve

Now you never see
just what we meant to be
so don't come asking me to be the one
coz now I know it too
I've seen it through and through
that you just couldn't prove to be the one

U noe whu u are..(unspoken)

2008-03-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

heyoooz peepz.ma b'dae went so well.thnkz to all ma lovely frenz whu were beside me on tat auspicious day of ma life and made it soo so special for me.i'll never forget it guyz.i love ur'll! 1stly on ma bdae,i went to meet vitz n crew nearby jelapang.they surprised me wif a lovely cake,got saboed by silas, haha n shobi dear gave me a very nice neckless chain.so beautiful! after tat twin came over, he was eatin cake while i was gettin ready to go out wif him..den we left shortly to have lunch at Fish n Co.it was awesome.we had so much of laughs n such a great time as always.missin him alreadi so badly..we headed to orc after tat n got wet in da rain.such a " great ting ".but i loved gettin wet in da rain.so it was all cool.haha i left ard 5 sthn n was pretty late reachin sai's hse.wen i went there i got the bigggest surprise of ma life.calvin n the whole crew was hidin inside one of sai's rooms n surprise me wif such a beautiful cake! i was screamin n jumpin for joy!! i realli felt like a princess.they got me two beautiful dresses!i cant wait to wear thme out.haha den after tat the b'dae girl got saboed wif whip + flour.it was "lovely" haha but i was enjoyin it seriously! den we all started gettin ready to head to club.we reached clark quay ard 9 sthn.we chilled at the river side drinkin alcohol n while the others drank coffee n milo.haha we toked alot n was so special.den we headed inside n went crazy in trance room.seriously trance is so much better than rnb.its much crazier.esp for ppl like us.muahahaha ma b'dae was splended.!

2008-03-21T09:28:00.000-07:00

`~! Im 20..n im happy!! `~!

heyyy so ive finally turned 20...so many of ma lovable sweethearts wished me juz now..im soo soo blessed.im so happy! omgggg!!! the cake is soo nice..ma mum chose such a great delicious hazelnut cake for me..i cant wait for tmrrrrrr!! i'll like to say at tis special moment: thank you to all ma loved ones whu have wished me ..!!! i love u guyz.n i cant wait to meet ur'll tmr n for some soon! loveeeeeeeeeeeeeees! :D

2008-03-17T18:42:00.000-07:00

`~ B'dae B'dae B'dae Sweet 20th B'dae`~!

Life has been so great..though studies are killin me as usual..frenz are makin ma days more gracious n wonderful each n everyday of ma life...ma b'dae is ard the corner...haha i cant wait to celebrate it wif ma lovables tis sat!! omg i cant wait..
In tis special moment i'll like to dedicate some speech to ma lovables..

Heshun Twin : He's the one n onli person whu makes me soo happy everysingle moment im down, very high wen im alreadi happy and a person whu never failed to be by ma
side no matter in each n every part of ma emotions..we love,cherish,laugh n tease each other n makes it clear to each other tat we are there..hes the most beautiful person whu sees me perfect in every angle..5 years of friendship n getting stronger each day...he has made me believe again frm the moment he entered ma life n even til tis very day..i love u ma dear.! Words can never much describe how much i feel abt U :D

Navya Ma Bitch Love : i seriously feel we r more of paris hilton n nicole richie! though they are bimbos we r the smart ones but yet we r total bitches to the core n tats wat i loveeeeeee abt u..The most witty, smart n confident 1 in da group but stil crazy,cocky to the core...hahah u have taught me so much in life, how to stand up for maself n never let any1 bring me down..n i can say u guyz have always been there wen im down wif alcohol or with heartbreak or family probz or wif personal issues.but howeva i can be, u have realised the real me n accepted me for whu i m..n made me realise im much more beautiful than whu i tink i m...I love u ma dearie! as always..!Hugzzzz

Calvin Brother : Im so blessed to finally have found a brother whu's there for me no matter which part of ma life i fail..hes constantly remindin me he's there for me thought sometimes tings can get wrong btw us..but no matter wat happens, brother, u will always be ma lovable 1 whom i never wana imagine losin u..coz losin u, is losin maself...I love his racist jokes to the core, loves the way he insults me coz no body can love it to the max than we happy family...I love u Brother!

Saihah Shorty : Wat more can i say abt u? Ma favourite n cute sista, the bubbly n craziest in da grp..we shld call each other, the camwhore sistaz now eh? hahah shes always makin me smile to da max wif her craziest n cockiest jokes in da world.esp the potatto joke! hahah but i lovezz u dear..im always lovin it being beside u coz u r so lovable to be ard wif...U r the greatest sista god has given me in ma life..We r practically seeing each other growin up eh.though u r stil short.hahahah Kidiin! Loves u ma dear~

n the story continues... :D

2008-03-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

`~! Coz We Were Meant To be Wet !`~

today was yet another great but tirin day wif twin..went to je swimming complex n had a great time swimming in da rain..but was tired..after tat went to pig out at kfc n we decided to head to bugis to get his new haversack bag.it looks pretty cool i must say.twin bargained it frm 45 to 38 dollarz..haha after tat we decided to watch Leap Years coz we were talkin abt it at the pool.so we rushed to town n the movie was pretty good actualli.love the music in da movie..its very typical touchin love story though..but seriously wong li lin's actin was good, i mean ive always hated her coz she was juz yet another victoria beckham wanabe..but she proved me tat she is a good actor after all..but stil i hate her! hahah juz came back..back to moody self..dunoe why.guess its the weather.raining cats n dogs. oh well i miss ma baby boo's hugs..wish he was here.ohhh i realised somethin is very true in love: The Most Common Word Used in love is " Miss" n not much of "Love". now i understand baby.i misssssssss u! hahah ciaoz

2008-03-05T05:17:00.000-08:00

`~ Shame ( i guess u were juz the same) `~

Another day, another fight, another tear,
And we don't seem to talk anymore.
And I don't know if we get to see another year,
Coz when I opened you closed every door

Boy you used to be the one,
But the trust went apart,
When you messed with my heart.

It's such a shame to say we're through,
No more crying over you,
Ain't it a shame,
Just like the seasons change,
Boy the sun just don't shine anymore,

Some other day, some other night, some other week,
Baby I won't think of you anymore,
But at times I wish that I could bring you back to me.
And I told you the same as before,

Boy you used to be the one,
But the trust went apart,
When you messed with my heart.

It's such a shame,
You don't appreciate,
It's a shame to say we're through,
No more crying over you,
Ain't it a shame,
Just like the seasons change,
Boy the sun just don't shine anymore.

Is it really lovin'
Is it really somethin'
Or was it over nothin'
But because we just let it fall apart,
Or was it over from the start, boy.
Coz any way that I go boy,
You go we won't go.
And everything I see, boy I see you don't go.

It's such a shame,
You don't appreciate,
It's a shame to say we're through,
No more crying over you,
Ain't it a shame,
Just like the seasons change,
Baby the sun just don't shine anymore....

Now we r juz left without words for each other n part our ways as strangerz...

2008-03-03T18:52:00.000-08:00

~` Party, Booze,Boyz & Gurlz `~ ( Where iz tis world Headin?)

Oh halooooo ppl.well yea been kinda busy wif lotaas of stuffz lately so tats why no updates;ahah well m back.ok lets start frm scratch.Navya's b'dae went well,surprisingly evrbody was sober..(serious!)Clubbin was pretty hilarious,met nice guyz danced like hell n in da end we turned out to be ditchy queenz.hugz u gurls.haha
ok wat else,...hmm..oh yeay met calvin dear abt 2 days ago after 1 whole month..pheww i noe we realli missed him man..ma whole impression of him has changed.hes realli matured n all.in a good way ;)Well now muggin all the way..studies are becomin huge on ma head..but stil gettin tru..haizz.crushes : nop!
fun: Definetly yes! Party mode : 200% haha well another clubbin nite is comin tis fri.more updates till den.loves loves :)))

2008-02-03T19:27:00.000-08:00

`~We Girlz JUZ wANA HaVe Fun, Bitchez!`~

okkk so im sick at home, so much after a great weekend.muhaha Friday had a greatt clubbin nite wif ma girls.we partied like nobody's biz, hahah i was juz showin ma mum the pics taken.she was like woahhh u crazy party animals.she knew i drank alot on dat nite coz wen i came home the next mrnin i was like whining n whining i was in pain tis n dat..hahah well tats me.the whining cow! anws cant wait to go for another clubbin nite wif ma girls on feb 20.which is after navya babe's b'dae celeb..whoo shes turnin 19...! hahah Big Girl.well im so gona give her a big surprise.:D
more updates Comin up*

WE ruLEZ !

Me n Sai Love`~

I Hearts Ma Gurls.We need no Boyz.:P

Ma circLe Of Mos Fun.

Da Mos Vogue Modelz.Booo ya!

2008-01-27T05:02:00.000-08:00

`~ Lyfe is A Hardcore Bitchhhh! `~

Yeayy ma weekends went super great tis week.Yest, went to get ma new hp n shopped for few stuffz.returned home happily ard 2.50pm.went to take a quick bath n twin love arrived ard 3.10 pm. we were straightening our hair n it was super.den headed to town to catch The Mist show at 7.10pm.the movie wass pretty good but ending was pathetic.the lead actor killed his own ppl wen juz within 5 secs the army arrives to save them.phmph! Den after the stupid movie, twin n i went to dine at Hard Rock Cafe.the food was super food n we loved the environment.edgy n rocky! hmmm yum yum.now its one of ma fav lists of food places to eat.hahaha den after the good food we went home ard 11 plus..good outing..

meme before headin town.

tHE FOOD i Ordered.BBq Chicken+BBQ ribz.great combination!

Tis is wat Twin had.BBQ gRILLed Fajitas.yumm!

End of day.Yeay i was pretty tired.

Ok 2dae mrnin went to visit ma godmum family.it was so great meeting ma cusin sis after sooo long.we were catchin up on stuffz n life n we went for peranakan seafood lunch n den went to get durian puffz for dessert.it was super yummy@! after tat we headed back to their house, den i n sis decided to take a stroll outside, we bought bubble tea, talked lots n it was super funnn!!!! cant wait to meet her next wk again.Love ma Day!

ma family!

yummy peranakan food!

me n ma lovely sista holdin ubikayu dessert.i hated it.haha

daddy n uncle.

sista n ma godmum.

goofy n cheezy! lol :D

2008-01-25T05:04:00.000-08:00

``~! Our last Reunion before Calvin Love headed To SAve Our Nation !`~``

Ok so 2dae was pretty sad day for us, calvin finally left for army.The chEeNA gang n i decided to meet calvin earli in da mrnin nearby his place..Gave him presents,hugz,took pics n said our sweet encouragin words to him before we all headed home n some headed back to sch.Hope he is doin fine in camp now..2 weeks for him to come back..hmm..im gona col him tmr n get the updates.Tmr m gona get Ma new hp ( Sony ericcson K850i),new clothes, make up stuff n gona hit town wif Twin sayang n gona have a great nite.cant wait..Love u guyz.:D

GOODBYE CAL OH PAL.MAKE US PROUD IN ARMY! :D

2008-01-23T20:01:00.000-08:00

`!**~ Wen we are at the Weakest,Our Strongest Pillarz Shine~**!`

YEST WAS GREAT GREAT N SIMPLY GREAT! haha well the cheena gang,happi family n lionel met up for a group gathering before Calvin darlin Noobie leaves for Ns tis fri 25th.mannn it was sad, but we had such a wonderful moment making calvin happy!:DD

We went to pig out at pizza hut,i love tat drumlet.oh i ate 4 drumlets which left sweeteng n gina wif none..muhahah :P

errr we had no idea why melo was the culprit..oh well..haha

camwhoring as usual.muahah

Love ma sista.:DD

Im gona miss u noob :((

After veryyy long, we decided to take neoprints.It turned out so well.!

aHHH SO BEAUTIFUL !! Love ur'l.

They never failed to make me smile even at ma weakest.Love ur'll to da fullest:))

2008-01-05T06:48:00.000-08:00

`~ De One Of Da Most Memorable & Awesome Weekend i Eva had ~~!

*~! AzaAd's B'dae Surprise & Fun At Escape !~*

Todae is ma Beloved Azaad's B'dae.Happy b'dae ma beloved brother.may u smile as always like todae n Wish U all the best in ur Life.:D Ok so it was such a great moment for all of us 2dae;Rika,Anita,Jamezie,Navya Love n Azaad Lovez n Me :D
We went crazy n had so much of fun in da day at Escape theme park.Den ard 7 plus We went to the Pasir Ris Park,found a awesome place n Surprised Azaad Brother wif Awesome delicious cake n great prezziez.haha we got him a soccer ball wif all our warm wishes n signatures on it + a red socccer shirt wif his name n his fav number 68behind it,He was so touched dat he actualli was in tears.so emotional for all of us! we all kissed n hugged n let me tell ya i felt so blessed wif them :D Love u Dear.

*~! Yet Another Great Chalet party + tECk's B'dae Celeb !~*

HAHA we had yet another great b'dae party celeb n sabo session at pasir ris again yest nite.It was Teck kiong's b'dae celeb.lots of bbq food , Camwhorin Sessions wif happy family ( More pix to come.will upload soon :D ) ,SAboing Teck ( Awesome!!) n dancing for Hairspray Songs n playin catchin n all.hahah we were all so kiddy yet so close..I love them n missin them so much.esp ma Happy Family.Lionel had to rush last min to hospital yest nite coz his aunt has passed away.im so sori for him n his aunt.I miss him lots. After all i had a great weekend wif ma lovables yet again! They neva failed to brighten ma days. lOVE U gUYX!

2007-12-31T16:51:00.000-08:00

Great, finally horrible 2007 is over n ma memories frm 2007 shall be destroyed wif it as well..Long Gone 2007! 2008, a simple request frm Me ; SHOW ME MIRACLE!

New Yr Resolutions for 2008 , 1)Lose Weight
2)Get ma SamSung hp
3)Make bella skinnier
4)Drink More Booze
5)Score More credits in Ma Future Exams

To all ma fellow readers new yr doesnt give me much of a damn or fuck, so juz do ur normal routines n follow ur crazy styles as always..Last but not least Tis World Is Not Easy..So Have Fun To da Fuck n Get Wasted like Nobody's Biz.Love cha! ;)

2007-12-28T04:36:00.000-08:00

`~! Such a "awesome year" for me! blueks~`

Oh well, xmas didnt go as how i expected,but yeay in de end it was still great esp it was wif ma Lovable TWIN.:D Ok so on xmas eve, ard 845pm went to meet twin at buona vista after the visitation frm hospital..went to orc, got caught in da godzilla crowd (goodness), den went back to cineleisure n den got back to da crowd for the last 5 mins to Xmas, crowd went crazy sprayin on every1 ( oh yeay me n twin got sprayed like hell ) hahah den we found our way to coffeebean, had drinks n chilled there while crowd got less,den ard 2am went to watch I M LEGEND ( boring movie..yawn*), ard 4am bought wine n mcmuffins n went to chill at hilton coffeebean n drank wine n talked lots.so peaceful it was..On xmas didnt meet twin coz we both were hardcore tired so we decided to postpone our great xmas dinner on boxing day..so on boxing day we met at plaza bought our wine n food n headed home.we had such a awesome dinner, so peaceful n beautiful.talked alot of stuffz n emotions were shared of coz..we did sthn crazy as well*shh secret*haha den twin headed home ard 1130pm..so yeay we r lookin forward to celebrate new yr eve wif a bang,lots of bbq food n of coz booze again..gosh m drinkin so much tis holiday season..oh well its holidays after all*wink* :D so yeayy will update u guyz soon..ciaooozzzzzz

2007-12-20T19:54:00.000-08:00

~` Xmas Xmas Xmas is Hereeee `~!!! :D

Ok so finally i can celebrate ma xmas as i wished for,well previous week has been realli hectic for me n disturbin..(dun realli wana go into details :( )but hey, its all gettin better now :) Twin n i are finally relieved we have more time right now to see each other n counting the days eargerly to celebrate our Xmas eve n Xmas Day Diner Wif Wine n Delicious FOod ( yum yum :P ) & of coz not forgetting post Xmaz Day Celeb.muahaha Twin was deciding he wana stay in ma house after our Xmas eve celeb so tat we will have more time to prepare for our GReat Heartwarmin Xmas Diner :D Yeayyy!
Shit , i havent got any nice top for maself yet.nahhz tats not realli impt now, haha will get it on sun anws.no rush sugarsz!so yeay , had a great time wif ma tamil mamas on wed nite but i had to rush back after tat to attend to ma dad..gosh im missin themmm..navya babe is leavin to india 2dae for her uncle's wedding, will onli be back on dec 29th..misses..i gota ring her later asap man.anws ciaoooo update ur'll after xmas celebx..muacksssss cOZ sANtA Claus Is Comin To Townnnn!:D

2007-12-04T20:09:00.000-08:00

`~ WorDz CanT DesCrIbE hOW We FeeL Abt Each OthEr..I miss Them So Much..Ma Hommiez,Ma Heartz ~`

2007-12-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

iM BACK FROM CHALET.missin ma hearts.

hEyyy so im back frm chalet.n omg it was awesome man.simply ubber fun n memorable.
hahah im seriously missin ma hunnies so much..i realli ought to meet n go out wif them asap after ma exams man.im gona update ur'll soon abt the whole chalet fun wif pix aite.cox ive yet to collect the pix frm daniel n calvin.so yeay.but overall it was FUN , FUN , FUN N SIMPLY MEMORABLE FUN! i loveeeeeeeee u guyz.! I LOVE HAPPY FAMILY , DA CHINA GANG N MA SCREAMIN HEADS!MISSIN UR'LL..

2007-11-30T00:46:00.000-08:00

Chalet is here!!! whoooo party time bitchesss

Hahaha omg im so excited tat im droolin like a pig now..
muhahah ok so im juz about to leave for ma chalet party in a few mins time..
stil waitin for calvin noob to come over n get our stuffz n ciaoo
2 nights n 1 day of Party , Music , Dance , Awesome bbq food , Booze n Fun Fun Fun!!!
All ma hommiez are gona be there 2dae n tmr n we r gona bring down the hseee.ok the chalet actualli..muhahahhahahahhahahahah ok sori im juz super duper excited.seriously once i get there , im gona go CRAZY! I MEANT TOTALLY CRAZY.
HEY we juz Wana hAve Fun!Ciaooo ppl. :DDD

2007-11-16T07:17:00.000-08:00

I guess everythin happens for a reason
It juz seemed too fast for anythin to end..
But why do still feel tis is not de end?
People say tings abt u,but i refused to believe..
i dunoe..i juz feel i noe u better than them..
Tings do sound right abt u but why do i become blind wen i see u?
Plz dun make me believe tis is de end btw us..
Coz u do noe very much tat u r stil in ma heart..
Here , right here, i cry...
Tell me it isnt true..i cant stop tinkin of U!
U tol me u loved me wen u looked into ma eyes...was i another fool in ur game or was it da truth?
If it was , why arent u here wif me?
U tol me i was beautiful, but u made me cry ...
I admit it was ma fault for demanding too much out of U,but baby why cldnt u see its all coz i loved u?
Plz tell me it isnt true..

2007-11-07T18:48:00.000-08:00

Happy Deepavali to all ma Hindhu Hommiez`~

Hey folkies!! well 2dae is deepavali n im waitin eargerly for ma hommiez to come over so i can have a blastful time with them the wholeee dae 2dae.muhahah most probably gona go over to cookie's hse tmr coz he invited me , silas n the rest of da frenz.oh well guess i mite be goin over.haha im stil so darn slpy.no mood to dress up at all for tis deepavali man.im juz in ma shorts n shirt.hahahz

Oh yea i alreadi collected 20 dollar for ma deepavali hong bao alreadi.whoo heshun is on his way n the rest of da creepos are cumin over ard 1230.cant waitttt.thas darlin cant make it 2dae coz she has some assignment to finish.sad sad.

oh yea tings are much better btw me n ma old man.for the past few days i was yearnin for him to tok to me back like normal n all.i have shown to him frm da past 3 days tat im all right n i do not have to go any rehab centre.haha now after deepavali ma biggest stress is gona come up.studies, assignment n exams!! ahh nvm i'll make sure that tis whole week m gona enjoy 2 da fullest wif ma hommiez. im gona eat like a piggie later.ciaozz more cam whorin comin upppp..

2007-10-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

E is Love`~

LIfe is sooo fuckin shit for me tis dayz.i dunoe i juz feel like rushing tru time asap n get over wit tis assholic life.nthn is better , everythin is da same , ppl ard me are changin constantly n i cant stand tis pressure! Why can i juz be normal like every 1 else??! Ma emo ness is killin me.i juz feel like running away frm everythin n every 1 for good.. m i being selfish?

All i wan is juz to take everythin easy n move on wit tis freakin life with ma loves.
BUt seems like tings arent changin as i expected them to be..
I wana dissappearr for good~

2007-10-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

`~What time isit? Its Holiday Time!!! Lets Scream Loud n Clear, Its Party Time`~ :D

yeayyy! finally im enjoyin ma holiz..hahah yeay lots of great stuffz have been happening lately n definetly it is great wen it involves ma lubbie luvvie frenzzz.muacks here r some of ma darlins.love camwhorin with them! ;)

mensailove

ilubher muacks :P

mahandsome brother.look how cute he is,not! hahah

menbitchy silusoo.hearts.

me wif silas family on sharon's 21st b'dae celeb.

da cookie!haha dunoe why i was so shy wif him.hes onli 17 btw!check dat.

damonkeys on loose! muahah.hearts hearts.

2007-10-08T23:52:00.000-07:00

Heyo folkies.well ive been experiencing lots of downs lately but as i always
say to maself , not all problems are permanent in life.anws great news is Ive passed ma term test !! yeshaa ive got both credits for ma bloody accounting n Hrm! oh well it was a open book test after all..:P hahah anws im gona party like hell wit ma sweet heart tmr ..cant wait!! hope can grab some money from mum.i shall bribe her wit the meu meu " i passed mummy " kind of look.muahahah anws guyz lots of great events cumin up tis month to look forward.im attendin vits cousin sis's wedding wit ma love silas on oct 28th..oh tokin abt silas , two days ago i attented his elder sis's 21st b'dae party.it was awesommmmme man.! i can say he n his family realli made ma day.they are sooo sweet n frendly la..hahah as usual i was ma kuku self.hope they didnt tink i was childish or sthn.nahhh ...oh yea im attending silas camp carnival soon on oct 23rd.cant wait!!!! party party party.i lub tis holiz.more to come..hugz lubbbb ciaoz ;)

2007-09-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

Updates oF ma Freakin f**King Life so Far..

Fri 21st
navya babe came over to stay overnite at ma crib.haha she was distubin ma bella
n ma bunnies man.i can say shes very used to bella's barkin n her nonsense alreadi.
we watched movies, chit chat, met silas n vitz ard 7 plus chilled wit them at ma nearby crib playground..den i n navya went home ard 10 ate supper,she was tokin to shyam after tat den we watched movie again n slept ard 2plus am..

Sat 22nd
Me n navya met gina n shuyi ard 2pm at bk batok mrt station n went to wlds to meet up wit da rest.it was gina's n shuyi's ecp bbq party at ecp! we all reached ecp ard 4 plus close to 5.forgot abt the cake.went to buy a choco cake at nearby cake shop at ecp.the worst part came.after tat we all had to walk for at last 2 hrs to reach our booked bbq pitt.thanks to shuyi, hahah it was G73.! ALmost the far end of ecp.haha we nearly died man.haha worst bbq party walkin i eva had! anws after tat it all went great, we started bbq , ate like pigs n saboed babes gina n shuyi wit eggs , flour n pieces of cakes.hahah muaha they looked realli dreadful i must say.ive yet to receive the pix.once i get it will surely upload it asap yaa.anws we left the place ard 11pm..great outing!;)

2007-09-15T10:34:00.000-07:00

HAHHA ok tis was taken after Ecp Outing.Me n ma CRew were hangin under ma bLk , takin our supper n Takin so many crazy CANDIDS!iT was sooo late at nite alreadi, we were so crazy n tired but still had energy to take lovely bestie picx!!I sooo LUB u GUyz :D

Beautiful!

All Gone Crazy

ZZZ tired liao`~hehe

Savin Vitz part1

Savin Vitz part2 wakeke

Silas being A Hero

All RAILS no Rulez

Aiyoo Smelly Smelly vitz sandals

Juz Us! DE end of Our Great Outing..Back to Home Amigoezzz!

2007-09-15T09:45:00.000-07:00

ahhh 2dae was soo great man! seriously i tot i was gona have a crappie dae.INSTEAD! it was soo awesome wit ma besties silas n vitz n of coz with rest of sec sch mates.we had a awesome Get together party held at Ecp, we played Dog n Bone Game ,haha sabo each other like hell..took so many candids.i'll let the pix tok for itself..enjoy!! :D

2007-09-06T22:20:00.000-07:00

Gimmme MOre!!

Im soooooo delightful.finally got ma babie bunnies.Cleo n Lilo.i can notice both of em r gettin more comfortable wit the surroundings.bella is still jealous though.haha but she's aite now..im gona get Studded collars for ma Babiez C&L ltr..den meetin ma gurls at lot 1 for a chill out session.ahhh im missin them already man.its been a week we last hung out together:( sch is gettin along ok.borin still...i dunoe how to tell ma dad abt the Bali vacation im decidin to have wit thas n all.its gona be ard Jan..thas n i r decidin to celeb her 20th b'dae next yr at Bali!!!!! cool eh :D oh well i hope daddi wld be understandin enugh to let me go..guess wld probabli ask him ard mid dec.hehehe i cant wait for ma hun's exams to be over..ahhh we r gona party tis X'mas to the core ma Sweet Bitchhh! anws will update u guyz soon wit juicy details.lUbx n Hugz Amigoes ;)

`~Lilo & Cleo`~

`~Lilo & Cleo zzzz`~

`~Lilo Babie`~

2007-09-01T19:38:00.000-07:00

U Cant Stop Da Beat! :D

wahhh tis days ive been ballooning man.hahah been goin out so much but of coz wen it involves ma luviez its obviously GREAT! ive been eatin so much of fast fooood, gota start exercisin by 2dae man..ahhhh i wanted to get rainy by 2dae..but sob sob dad said i keep goin out too much lately so cant go n see rainy..i hope to grab rainy or bitchy by next wk wen i get ma pay.i realli wan to get a cute cute bunny which i can fall head over heels for man!!!ahhh ..nvmz 1st week of sch was ok...HRM was borin.i nearly got a heartache for accounting class though.i almost forgot the most basic accounting concepts laaaa..ahhh bugger man.gota study all over again.it reminds me of sec sch timez where i used to be such a accounts freak.hahah oh well..:P i cant wait for the next few wks..lots of plans cumin up..esp gina's b'dae bbq party!!!! and rika's b'dae party+aka saboing + aka clubbin nite wit em! wahhhh so fun.cant wait cant wait.past few days hangin ard at esplanade was sooo cool man.so peaceful there! but no more esplanade outings for me for da next next few wks.sick already liao..heheh IVe got latest Addictions 1)High SCH MUsical2
2)HairSpray
3) Bunniez
4)Shopping (as always!)
Im gona miss ma hunny..aint gona meet him for the next 1 month n 7 days..sob sob..
Dun wri ma hun,.we will Party like Partyholicz after ur stupid N's r over.CIao Bitches!

2007-08-27T19:48:00.000-07:00

First Day SchooL Bluez`~

OMg Omg its da 1st dae of sch n im so freakin nervousssss! but ive gotta admit m kinda excited to finally takin ma degree course..hehe..:P hope its KC.Wong takin da class for 2dae..omg im so gona die la..such long hrs of lesson! the 1st lesson is 3pm to 6pm.den 2nd lesson frm 7pm to 10pm..aiyoooo sian ar.nvm at least sch is onli two days a week so hip hip hoorrray.tmr m gona cha chat wit ma babez Rika n Navya.cant wait*more updates after tmr.. gd luck 2 ma self..
ciaozzzz bitchez :D

2007-08-23T23:04:00.000-07:00

Omg! Im So Breakin free 2dae! hahah yeshhha da day which ive been eagerly waitin for is finally here man..im quittin ma assholic job 2dae! yupp yupp :D well im kind of postin tis entrie frm wrkplace itself hehe ;P well ive nthn much to do since its ma last day.ohh goshh im not gona say there were lots of memories workin here but to be kind enugh, well yeay there are 1 or 2 ppl whum im gona rmb for long.Yati & Sofia.Da Duo KoroPo Queens`~haha tats how i col them coz they eat so much of koropo ;) but gosh so much to say abt them man.they were so frendly n realli took care of me..i was realli touched wen Vj treated me n Cal to Sakura, Yati givin me a V.ultimate sweet keychain wit ma sign n name engraved on it att w/a cute card,n Sofia givin me a pair of crystal turquoise earrings! Goshhhh im so gona miss tis gorgeous ladies man.Oh n to add on, tmr papa n i r gona go down To CEs to register for ma degree course.Den in da evenin Gona Celebrate n Cha Chat wit Cal n Navya!! Hopefulli can meet Ma Babay for shoppin too. Ahhh tokin abt Him* makes me miss him even more man..
sob sob 2 wks liao..but the best part is 2dae is his* last exam too.tat means...HOLIDAYS! whoooo :DD Lets go Crazzzieeee !

2007-08-18T04:59:00.000-07:00

`~Indulgence Indulgence Sweet Indulgence`~

Omg todai was a such a great day tat i ought to update u guyz man!:D
Ok 1st of all ma dad enlightened me 2dae mrnin tat the loan has been approved
so i will be headin to sch next wk! weeeeeee ;)
i SOOO CANT WAIT to study again man.hahah i noeee , wat a gurll!
oh well...
To add on more to da day, Vj (ma collegue) surprised me n calvin brother 2dae
by treatin us to Sakura restaurant.!isnt tat great? gdness i didnt even see it
cumin frm her 1 bit man.ahhh anws we ate like pig there after our work finished..
Now im indulgin more on chocolatesss...crisis...help! hahah
Also he made me happi..sob sob miss miss..hearin his voice itself is soo happening for me man..:D i cld practically feel maself floatin..dun ask more qns*shhh :p
Yst was great n crappi with sista Maria ..we went to watch Rush hr 3 at jp.
hahah gdness the movie was sooo funni man! i n navya were laughin sooo much all the way throughout the movie.A MUST WATCH!I'll rate it 5 *****!so tats all for now..too high already.lol..adiozzzzzzzzzz kisses n hugz frm MUa! Taggg ma folks..

2007-08-11T22:37:00.000-07:00

HEYYY folkies.lots to update dunoe where to start.haha ok so i finally did ma so called " ages " shoppin spree on thurs.bought so many clothes man.i must admit m0st of it looks slutty on me.hahah but hey it does have style ;)went wit ma beau n he did shoppin as well.gdness i must say he looksssss so gorgeous wit the clothes he was tryin on, i juz cldnt keep ma eyes off him man! cant blame me bitch :P anws after tat long tirin shoppin spree, went to watch the national day fireworks with ma hunny heshun at esplanade.gdness it was soo freakin crowded man.but it was awesome la, the fireworks n all.ma n ma hunny had such a memorable nite together.after tat we dined at billy n i finally introduced ma top best brownie to heshun n obviously he was lovin it to core.hahahz den we chilled at esplanade after tat n toked till we didnt realise it was almose close to 11pm man.so we rushed baq home.

Yest was so great wit ma happi family memberz.we had another slpover at navya'z hse n it went soo fantastic! hahah we cooked spagetti tis time , watched high sch musical dunoe how many gazilion timez , crapped ard so much n stayed up til like 4 am.hahaz now all the fun is over.stress is startin all over again.ma crew is gona go baq to their studyinz as exams r startin for them , so is for ma beau.sob sob i hate work! cant wait to quit on aug 25th.startin sch on aug 28th.yippppppeeee.i will hav all the time in da world den.hope so* hahahz well will update ya guyz sooon.ciaoz amigoesz :D

2007-08-03T04:44:00.000-07:00

Omg Omg! Best news eva! ive passsssed! yeay yeay i cldnt wait to tell tis news to ma folks n of coz ma hunnies.haha finally baq to sch.im gona tke degree tis time.yea i noe its gona be a whole lot diff frm dip itself.but hey ive gota keep continuing or else im gona end up like a bum rite, which im so not! haaha motivations walk tru ma door, all open**:D so anws m gona celeb national day wit ma bestie ..yeay we r gona watch fireworks together!! yipppeee we've been waitin sooo long for tis moment together again..cant wait ;)anws will update ya guyz soon.adiozzzzzzz

Here u r.but yet feels so far`~

2007-07-30T04:56:00.000-07:00

Here u are..BUt why do i still feel u r far away frm me
I wana hold u closer to me n neva let go..
BUt im threatened by circumtances where i mite actualli lose U!
Being wit u n in Love is juz not enugh baby,plz understand..
Its not juz abt us here..its more than tat..
I dun wana lie to u, coz keepin it inside me kills me slowly
Im bruised maself badly juz to feel da pain
The wounds will heal but not pain i feel inside.
The cuts remind me how deeply im in love wif u.
BUt m i doin enugh to keep u ard wif me?
i Feel so lost..i feel so broken..i need U to hold me up..
Tell me evrythin is gona be alrite.
Coz i noe in ma heart, Here U r`~

Numbness*

2007-07-25T21:16:00.000-07:00

It seems all so strange
No matter wat i do
U neva Give up On me
Im lovin the attention..
Im fallin more deeply for U
Da' way u laugh, smile , fight wif me n express ur views on somethin
It juz makes me wana hold u closer n neva let go
All seems so strange..Tis feelins..
Im lovin it..
Im lovin U..I believe in U so much.I will give up everythin juz to be Wif U
Strange..Guess u r juz takin over me :D

2007-07-01T08:13:00.000-07:00

I have always known tat true love will find its way
I have always dreamt i would find U no matter how many hurdles i have crossed
Like he said , Its not abt the length of time We noe Each other
But its abt the depth of knowledge we have over One n Another (L)
I realised all along tat i keep pleasing otherz juz for them to like me for whu i M
But it is abt the real me tat ppl find it hard to accept..
I wana change for the better.For ppl whum i realli care abt n love.
Most imptly for ma own future.
I cant describe how much tis means to Me..
All i can say for now tat U r Everythin To me.i Will respect n LOve u for whu u r
n i Respect the way u love me whu i M..!
Juz plz do nOt give up on Me.

2007-06-23T20:45:00.000-07:00

It onli takes a moment to make me as urs
Where were u all tis while wen i went tru shit all ma life
Well at least for now , U r HEre`~
Hold me tite n neva let go
For now i dun wana lose u
I wan u by ma side loving me all nite long tellin me how beautiful i m
Is it too much to ask?
U r gettin under ma skin n U r so addictive, Ma other Half
I neva wan tis to end, juz HUg me baby`~

2007-06-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

I still wonder whether u will be truthful to us
Its juz u have lied too much now it seems so hard to believe in U once again
Tell me im wrong , n i will prove u tat u were wrong
Well its not tat im stubborn , its juz u took too much frm us.
Now it all seems so confusin for me, should i or shouldnt i?

I dun mind givin u another chance
But can u assure me tat u will take tis chance seriously n gain ma trust baq on U?
Ive made ma mind.!
There's no turning baq , ma fren..
As for now, ma heart of frenship has been sealed with love n trust.~

2007-06-16T01:55:00.000-07:00

How do u expect me to forget everythin n take u baq as how it was
Cant u see ive given up on u?
Yes ive tol a million of timez tat ive given up but yet i still keep takin u baq
Im sure tis is da last straw, coz im so sick of ur lies n fake smile towards us
Yes, i meant us.Da onli fren ive always known whu was there for me wen i needed some1
Whu made me smile wen u failed to do so
Whu gave me a shoulder to cry on wen i was down on ma knees cryin out to tis world
Nobody heard me expect for him
Till tis day i could proudly say he is still here,a bestie whu i can spell out with pride MA FREN`~
Isnt tat clear enugh for u?

2007-06-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

Its yet another day where i found maself believin in us again
U have always made me smile over n over , how cld i be so lucky to have u rite here
I do not wana fear abt Todae or Tmr , coz i noe in ma heart u will always be here
Juz U , i could conquer all ma fears n troubles, without U i dunoe where i wld be ='[
WE have so much to go tru in our life as we step further into tis cruel world
But one ting is for sure , U r here , hand in hand , to walk along wit me
Coz i noe in ma heart u will always be here. P.s Ma One n Onli Incredible Soul.`~

2007-06-12T17:21:00.000-07:00

memories are cumin baq to haunt me, wat have i done to deserve tis?
i have let u go but y r u still cumin ard ? isit coz u miss me? or isit juz a pathetic sympathy
to c how m i doin..
tis is not how i wanted it to end , sayin our last gdbyes in a dreadful n most heartbreakin way, but tis is how u wanted it.
i admit i do feel alone without u now n then , but boy, im not turnin back again..coz im so sick of givin u chances over n over again.
how can u juz expect me to forget everythin that happen btw us n trust u back all over again?
dun u realise its drivin me nutz , how can u be so selfish to think tat u can rewind back the clock?
yes i do admit, ur words use to mean so much to me, but look where it has got us..now its all juz a blur, boy!
i realli dun believe in u anymore; ur words , ur laughs , ur smiles EVERYTHING IS A LIE.
U R A LIE .

2007-05-18T21:43:00.000-07:00

Heyyyy guyz!! tis days have been so fun n great man.haha thurs calvin n navya besties came over to ma crib to do the collage n it was soo fun..ma room was turned soo messy in de end man.haha but the collage turned so beautful..ahh sai u definetly gona lub it,but we aint finished yet anws..haha oh ya sai's b'dae party has been postponed to next sat due to some circumstances..ahhh cant wait for next sat...yest i went swimming wit calvin n tx, it was so splash splash fun man..haha we didnt swim so long though , got tired v.fast.after tat we headed to Sakae sushi n had a great diner together.yum yum i still can taste the uDon man..anws later gona have diner wit navya da great n sai shortte.ahah will update ur'll soon.enjoy the collage day picz!ciaozzzzzz

2007-05-14T18:37:00.000-07:00

Heyyy last sat was soo great man..heshun darlin n i had such an awesome memorable outin 2gether la..haha ok 1st of all we hung out at orc watched Spiderman3.da movie was pretty ok , ntnn beats spiderman 1 though..den after da movie , we imediately headed to clark quay to have our diner , it was such a coincidence coz we 1st planned to have our diner at Jack's place but unluckily it was closed! haha howeva , we found tis great restaurant beside hooters there , it was more like a country kinda side of bar cafe wit music , pool table n bar corner . we had an wholesome diner there followed by drinks* haha heshun was so happy man , so was i! it was definetly a worth it b'dae treat for him.after tat we had more drinks by the riverside n chilled n had our long toks ..gosh the whole dae went so great for both of us.cant wait for more dates wit u darlin*wink* haha anws sai's b'dae outing is ard the corner man , cant wait cant wait..haha the organisers gota rush wit the tings we have to doo man..arghh im jobless again..i need a job fast~will update ya guyz soon.chiozzzzzz lubbies.

2007-05-11T17:56:00.000-07:00

Heyyy guyz.yeay its been a realli hectic n stressful weeks for me man.haha finally exams r over.weee i guess i can say i did pretty well for the exams, not so sure abt marketing paper though but it wasnt tat bad in de end * crossing ma fingerz * yest after exam i , calvin n tx went so kuku n happy tat we imediately rushed off to suntec to have fun man..haha we dined at our fav billy bombers n i had a heavenly meal~` oH yes man , i can still taste the buffalo wings tangy sauce n awesome brownie dessert even now man...arghh it was so gd..haha den we headed to arcade frm there n calvin n tx lost like 15 dollars ea ch tryin to catch some dumb dolls at there , poor tings didnt manage to anw in de end..den we got so sick n tired there , tat we headed to esplanade frm there to chillll..it was so peaceful there man , since its been like so long ive last been theere..ahhh im goin out wit heshun darlin later , cant wait to meet him n have fun again ;) more fun gossips to come..da' party has started for me babbayyz! chiozzzzzzz

2007-04-13T15:31:00.000-07:00

gosh no more plans for me latetly man..revision n revision now onwards..so i guess ya guyz have to wait after 4 wks for me to update again eh..oops.soriz :P anws yest went so so.dino cancelled on our date yest coz hys work had to finish late.*bugger* oh well, sham came over to ma crib yest coz it was ma mum's b'dae..he pretty well clicked with both ma mum n dad..of coz not with ma bro though.. anws he got ma mum a big champagne bottle..haha so thoughtful eh.we watched some gangsta movie which i dun even undastand wat they were tokin abt almost half of the movie, chilled ard after tat n he left ard 6.. i was pretty mood out at nite so wasnt realli into studyin..ma dad gave me a huge lecture abt ma studyin n ma fture for almost half an hr ..sighz..yeay man i betta start studyin smart..studyin hard isnt gd enugh..anws im updatin tis entry earli in da mo..i have turned more into a mrnin person than used to be a nite bird..*yawn* Gd mrnin every1.oh yeay n byezzzzzzzz!

2007-04-11T07:41:00.001-07:00

yoooooo ~~ haha so yeay days have been great.ma bestie is backkkk man.yupp :) navya the HOtiie is baq.haha she landed on last sat nite n called me up on sun..we chatted for very long updatin each other wateva went on for the past mtn or so..she was laughnin at all ma sad sobby den suddenly excitin stories man.u bitch.haha still lub yaz ;P den the next day we all met up for lunch with of coz darlin rika n went to nydc to eat..it was realli fun man..laughnin so much , havin a total blast gals day out.haha enjoyed it so much , too bad at the end i cldnt go home together with them cox i had to meet with dino after tat..well tat went great as well..:P haha bought him famous amos cookies ( so cute eh) we were ard his area n chattin , playin ard with each other , teasin each other so much.haha it was realli cute la..i lub his smile man.so charmin!! awww haha anws yest i went out with sham , got his b'dae gift ( LONSDALE BOXING GLOVES ) he was so happyy after tat man..haha after tat we had famous chicken rice lunch at newton , den walked to a nearby play ground n played there like lil kids in the heavy rain man!! haha it was soooo fun.juz like old timez..gosh it was realli cold though..both of us were shiverin like hell.haha den after tat i headed for work in the heavy rain gettin wet like anythn ..work was great too..though it was kinda borin at 1st , at the end of work , we all surprised Poh How n Sarah with a b'dae cake .haha they were so surprised n happy man! den we poured two whole buckets filled with ice n water man..haha he was drenched so badly..sarah escaped though :P such a smartie! tmr goin shoppin with calvin after sch , cant wait.weeee fri havin a movie date with dino again..cant wait cant wait! hehe more details at the end of tis week ;) tattaaaaaaaz

2007-04-03T08:46:00.000-07:00

Heyooo folks! well sham's b'dae outin went well..im gettin him a new pair of boxin gloves next wk ..hehe he was so excited wen he heard it man. u deserve it baby! hahah well i was out with dino juz now..yes man dino..hah ring a bell? well coincidence we met online yest.omg after freakin 3 years man! we went out 2dae..it was so great.sittin inside his car tokin n tokin..we were so excited..haha we even hugged n kissed sweetly on the cheeks..we cldnt bear to part with each other man..hhah it was amazin ur'll..we r still meetin tis fri!! whoohoo we r goin for drinks..navya is also cumin baq tis sat! i n heshun meetin tis sat headin to clark quay for our marverllous diner n goin to watch sham for his boxin competition..wow so many plans man.n im so free for all of it! surprisin? so m i!! hahah alritez amigoes i'll update ur'll soon end of tis wk aite.tcz lots of hugs n kisses!

2007-03-28T00:50:00.000-07:00

Heyo folks..well yeay latetly days have been great..ive actualli received lots of prezzies frm ma b'dae n ive yet to show u guyz..well here they r..frm much love .. haha muackz!

2007-03-23T00:36:00.005-07:00

Heyyoo ma b'dae went great..well not tat great..but yeay it was fun though..have to thank all ma fav amigoes for being there wit me yest..haha have to admit it , it was a whole lot of fun wit u guyz man.anws tis are the few pics we took yest..enjoy! calvin u still yet to transfer to me more picx.u r dead! hehe

2007-03-20T10:27:00.004-07:00

Heyyo folks , so yeay ma b'dae is 2 days away..ohoo cant wait man.so tis are ma b'dae plans so far , 1130 meeting calvin n gang at je, goin to have a beautiful buffet lunch at sakura, weee! den mite be meetin silas n gang after tat ( realli hope so ) , if not still wld be hangin ard wit calvin n gang, den ard 6 meeting n hangin ard with sham ( hopefulli too ) till 11 sthn i supose.wahhhhh so many plans..hahah i cant wait man! im turnin 19 ur'll! but it still seems everythin is normal..hmm mayb on dat day will feel different la..haha most anticipated is too see whu actualli cols me on 12 mid dot to wish me happy b'dae on mar 22...i always love tis ting man..haha last yr it was calvin..lets see whu isiit tis yr...hmmm...well work is gettin more suckier tis days.im tinkin of quittin for good after ma exams n find another job i supose.nthn to complain abt there , its juz..hmm...dunoe la..no more fun ..haha oh well navya is touring 4 diff states in bombay..lucky bitch..hahaim so jealous.make sure she gets ma sunglasses man.oh yeay i realli hope she cols me on ma b'dae to wish me on 12 mid man..i miss her so much..i miss her naggins n all..haha navya ma favourite bitch , get ur ass here soon la..hahha anws will update ya guyz after ma b'dae outings aite..nitezzzzz every1.

2007-03-05T22:08:00.003-08:00

Heyooo!! so yeay our 19th b'dae bash at ecp went so well man..i rather dun say much n let the pix tok it all aite..hahah enjoy!

2007-03-01T18:56:00.000-08:00

YO yo Yo hahah 2dae is mine n navya's dae man! arghh cant wait to meeto all ma amigoez.im gona party party till dawn man.hahah lotz of sabotage r awaitin for uss..arghh k k no more toks.lots of surprises laterz.chiozzzzzzz

2007-02-26T20:57:00.000-08:00

Wassssup.well lots of tings are up for me tis wk!!haha 2dae im gona cha chat over at navya's crib wit ma darlins , calvin , sai n of coz NavYAaa* hahah i cant wait.and of coz fri im gona have such a greatttt tym..weeeeeee..ma lyf is awesome lately man..with ma beautiezz n darlins ard me always life is never borin for me..tat's right! hahah i gota wake up tat navyaa again man..guess she's still slpinnn! grr..anws amigoes i'l surely update ur'll after tis wk. aite.so chiozzz for now..

2007-02-23T19:45:00.000-08:00

AHHHh! Chingay , Chingay , n Chingay!!! hahah im gona have so much of fun 2nite at orc man..i guess 2dae is the chingay parade's last performance or sthn so hell yeay im headin to town to catch it.haha of cox wit ma darlin heshun along...we r gona get so excited while the parade gets closer to us..haha as usual! cant wait cant wait..weeee..oh yeay next tues is slpover nite over at navya's!! arrrr cant wait..surprisingly ma dad allowed..phew! sai n i r gona bring down ur hse navya , watch out babayyyy`~ hahah oh yeay n for the best part , the following fri is our b'dae bash over at east coast park..we r so gona have a hella of time down there , gettin drunk , playin like kiddos n havin so much of fun!! cant wait cant wait..alrite i tink im so excited now tat i can faint in any moment..must keep all ma energy for 2nite, next tues n for fri..till den cheerxx pals! huggiezzzzz

2007-02-21T09:35:00.000-08:00

i'll change tings for u since tat's wat u wan..but juz dun tink im goin to pretend ard u anymore..cox ive learnt alot from u..im juz so lucky in one way ..and unlucky in another..i noe wats happening..but i dun like it still.i will accept it but not forget it..navya i cant wait for slpover over at ur crib next tues man!! ahh gota ask ma dad in advance..hope he allows me..bleh!any way 2dae was fine..was hangin ard wit navya at her crib juz now..downloadin stuffz..den met up wit vijay after tat..it was fun actualli..we toked abt alot of stuff..havent finish wit our stories yet actualli..haha anws met up wit sham after tat..3 of us had our diner at long john..den was hangin ard wit sham, took some pics ard clark quay..gosh im so damn tired man..cant wait to meet ma darlin heshun cumin fri..ahhh dear lotz to tell u la..im busted now..chioz..nitez

2007-02-20T19:31:00.000-08:00

soo tis is how it feelz..i get it..but i dun tink im realli into it yet..im gettin to it i guess..i can feel it..it hurts so much that it makes me wana cry for u , wen i see into ur eyes makes me wana dream..i love da feelin..i guess u juz made me a fool for u..i smile for nothin wen im alone ..i juz dunoe y..but i juz love the feelin..i guess tis aint a confession..its more than juz an infatuation..the pain is makin me love u even more..i wana keep doin tis more..lovin u more...isit love yet? oh i dunoe..but i wish it was..i'll wait..*unspoken*

2007-02-18T06:32:00.000-08:00

Tings are juz not meant to be said sometimes , though how close u r wit em ..to understand me i wan u to truly take the step to noe me for whu i m..not juz merely n say tat u noe everytin abt me..it doesnt makes any sense in de end..im still yet to find u.u the one im lookin for dearly..whom i wana spend the rest of ma life with..whu can make me smile everi time wen im feelin blue..whom i can trust to be there for me wen i m fallin down..dammit im juz tryin so hard not to tink abt it n tok abt it..but it juz keeps fallin down on me so hard..tis tots.. of u..wats wrong? y cant u juz show ur bloody face ? juz for once make me feel full for tat 1 day..im yet unspoken, aint i..hate u.

2007-02-16T20:18:00.000-08:00

Heyo!! wel past few days were great, esp on valentines* wink * aint gona give any details though..omg sai is so gona be surprised 2dae..i n navya r gona give her a great surprise wen we head to clark quay ltr man. :D i cant believe ma bestie actualli bought me , navya n calvin a beautiful rose n a oh so sweet letter on valentines man!! n u noe the most sweet ting was , she actualli took the initiative to go over to each of our houses to pass the valentine rose to us..gosh! im so touched man...2dae we r gona make her double happy man..hehe anw i met up wit ma heshun yest n we had a long chat at starbucks n i must say , he is wat i tot alwayz.the most great person whu i can always turn to wen im fallin down n ma great advisor n consoler.no wonder he's ma family u noe..im so lucky to have him , navya , calvin n sai.gosh i feel so blessed to have such great n wonderful frenz man..they were always there for me in ma worst n bad days..tis great kind souls ive mentioned make a huge difference in ma life..seriously HUGE! ahh i cant wait to celebrate our b'dae next feb 24..its gona be a blast.i hope so..hehe anw to all ma fav chinese amigoes out there `~ GonG Xi Fai Chai`~ Happy Chinese New yEar hugzzz

2007-02-13T19:30:00.000-08:00

Heylooo folks..hahah 2dae is valentines day!! whoooo all those out there who are love struck by a cupid i juz wana say Have a Great Time 2dae wit ur love ones, Sweetiez :D Valentines day onli comes once in year , so juz dun sit there n stare at blank space! Get up n spend time wit ur gurl frenz , mates n ur sweetiez ;) Have a blastin tym every one :P muackx lotx of huggz n kisses chiozzz

2007-02-09T19:35:00.000-08:00

Fuck it la..yest was a bloody screwed up day for me..everythin was goin wrong.1st of all wen i went to work i was feelin realli tired n sick , the new manager eddie kept askin me some stupid questions n stuff la..but he's nice la anw..sthn like the next faris.but of coz faris is like wayyy much mre fun man! i had to rush to the ladies n vomited like hell even though i didnt eat anythn the whole day.crap! den while i was being the runner , i accidentally poured the whole IMM into the cold side kitchen while they were placin it on the table..Double crap! hab was pissed of man..oopsz.after tat i got pissed off wit the dishwasher uncle as he was quite slow in washin the spoons..i had to scream at him.ma bad.zen got pissed off wit tat n screamed at me to not order the uncle ard, i was so irritated man..i was showin face to zen all the way n he felt pretty bad abt tat..while i left at 11, zen msged me apologizin n i apologized too..lets juz say , it was a pretty busy nite yest.haha oh yea for the worst part, while i was in the bus goin baq home , i blacked out n nearly fainted in the bus..lucky i got a hold of maself man..i had to get down at bangkit stop after tat, n i vomited there man.i was down wit cold shivers too..phew..wat a day eh.i had to take a taxi frm there n once i reached home i had diarrehea repeatedly.i cldnt even get to slp after tat, was so scared n stuff..dunoe for wat on earth..cried maself to slp..zzz..now im feelin much betta in the mrnin..seriously speakin i dun tink im happy tis year yet..its more like crap!

2007-02-08T10:45:00.002-08:00

Heyy yeay i noe im updatin at tis time..juz cant get to sleep..2dae was great dinin at sakura restaurant wit calvin tx.we ate like pigs man.seriously so so worth it for $20 la..i was so full until i had to vomit out a lil in the ladies after tat..yucky..well after eatin calvin n tx wanted to watch deep sea at science centre but i cldnt cox i had wrk at 7 n was pretty tired..went to work ard 7..work was quite ok 2dae..nash is like wth la..so dumb man..askin me all the stupid questions..even some of ma collegues were pissed off wit him..anws was pretty moody ard 11 +.kept tinkin abt sweetz n miss him alot lah..anw juz a while ago sweetz came online.coincidence & thnk god! i was so happy man..we were tokin tru the voice call tru msn..well i cld hear him n see him but he cldnt..but juz starin at his face online was so cute man..i mean i juz wished i cld be there wit him la..gosh..cant wait to meet him on 14th man..5 mre days..sighzz...nitez folks hugz

2007-02-05T20:23:00.000-08:00

heyoo okie so life is goin smoothly lately..omg ma sweets is leavin for thailand 2dae!! arghh gona miss him badly..:'( anw have a great trip babe..:D he'll be baq by 14 so yeay! prezzie ..tat's wat im tinkin of nw..gd prezzie..:P haha im such a bi***! yest i n navya were chattin wit our old sec sch mate , god let me tel u tat gurl is the onli person whom i noe so far whu still holds grudges frm wateva happened in sec sch..i mean c'mon la..grow up? anw it was so obvious she's not gona contact us..omg! O's results r cumin out tis fri man!! arghh..hope daphne can make tru tis time..all the best ur'll :) ma exams r near too.bugger. yeay i, calvin n tx r gona eat our hearts out at Sakura restaurant tis thurs after sch..whoohoo cANT wait..i mean like check it out la, $20 n u can eat everythin down there..they have satay, chicken chop n all types of sushi! Fu***ng worth it rite? im droolin already..hahah anws i gotta start muggin now..update ur'l soon.chiozz hugzxx

BUsted in Ma ass..i love tis yr though`~`

2007-02-04T07:47:00.000-08:00

heylooo folks..ive updated ma blog already..check it out n tel me how it is aite..btw sch is stressin me to the core man..exams are like in 3 more mtns..arghh start muggin already..wrk is still ok but the the mngment has changed latetly so it sux anw.oh yeay i passed ma prev semester!!whoo hoo..and not to forget ive juz got ma new lappie n a new pc..ma life is great!! hahaz i n navya r celebratin our b'dae on feb 24..tat is like a few wks away..navya n calvin are gona be gone for vacation soon n im badly gona miss em man..boohoo..ma sweets is goin for vacation next tues too..damn...he'l onli be baq by feb 14.juz on time for valentinez day..alritez ;) make sure ya get for me a gd prezzie aite sweetz`~ hehe anw ive been down wit a flu latetly so i guess i betta get some slp now..update ur'll soon.CHIOZZZZ

2006-07-06T12:40:00.000-07:00

HALOOOOO.okie i noe its been realli long since ive last updated.but hey im here..*big grinz* its ma fav buddy calvin's b'dae 2dae!!hahah cant wait to celeb tmr wit ma happy family..alritezzzz..hahha ma lil sis stupid, Sis Maria and of cox not forgettin Bro Turtle wil be there tmr..seriosly im startin to love ma life so much now..like every lil ting ma besties do is makin me so happy.no wonder they are ma besties..hehe Bein wit nAvya juz makes me whole lot mature, crappy and makes me tink abt da impt parts of ma life which ive been missin badly,. Bein wit calvin and sai is like double roller coaster ride man.hahah laughter and laughter 24/7.gdness they will neva change.haha which i lub abt them so much! Bein wit heshun is like being wit ma twin. we can seriosly say we r twins.we tink alike, crap exactly the same manner, lamos to the core and everythin else which is juz so perfect.Tis ppl ive mentioned here are unforgettable memories in ma life.Though we do have our ups and downs like evry other besties in da world, being without them is juz so difficult.well be4 signin off, juz wana say I lUB u Guyx Alwayz.And HAPPY 18TH B'DAE CALVIN!!hahaz Adioz

2006-06-25T00:27:00.000-07:00

Halooo ppl.oh wel life is gettin smoother now.no more borin wen ma best buddies are ard me..wat abt ma family?> wel still psycho as usual.erm.haha.work is so much fun tis days.especially wen there are alot more boys workin and u r the onli girl workin wit em'. yea juz guess it man.wild and crazy.hahaz recently went out wit ma sec sch besties and let me tell ya it was sooo crazy like last time..haha we were pushin each other inside the small neo machine man.it was soo wild!! hahaz after tat had to head for work ..dammit..but overall it was a great dae :) cant wait for next sat.i and hesun r headin to orc and clark quay.its been so long we've hung out togther at orc man..cant wait!! hahaz miss him sooo much man..anywayz thank god itz ma full off dae 2dae.gotta catch up on ma hws man..arghh next module is startin soon and im soo gona die..still Im A Survivor%6% tink so..hahahz Adioz!

2006-06-09T14:23:00.000-07:00

Wel certainly tis is all i can take man.i hate ppl controllin ma life, tellin me wat to do as if im a puppet man.tis is ma life.it has feelins like evry1 too.so let me be me.and im luvin it rite now.dun wan u to come into it and mess it up.i noe im a rebel,rude,a bitych most of da time and a cig ass. but c'mon no 1 is perfect in tis world. and i dun tink there is a need tat i shld be too.hey i didnt go ard ruinin ma parents reputation or anythn.everythin is ok.juz tat some habitz of mine are stubborn juz like me.I juz need u guyz to be there for me no matter wat.but plz dun ignore me whu m i.i will listen as i noe u guyz care for me as much as i do on u.i hate maself for some tings.i will hate maself even more if u guyz dun trust me anymore. and for " tat " person in ma life now.I feel we aint movin anywhere. i noe u care for me.but too bad i dun feel tat its true.wateva it is.let it juz go.i dun wan u any further in ma life than how we r now.i noe im being ignorant over u.but heck, aint we all in life at timez.?!

2006-06-05T11:21:00.000-07:00

aghhhh i miss ma frenz so much man.haha yest vitz, hesun and i were discussin so much on juz wat movie to watch tis fall...haha letme tell ya it was goin crazy..haha those bunch arh.anyway we aint so sure whether to head to ecp tis sat.most probz yes lar.hope vitz is free..anyway wats goin on ma life? well letz juz say everythin is gettin baq to normal.goin out wit some1 currently..gosh he's the sweetest person ive eva went out wit man.seriosly! we hung out together after work yest,had some drinks, slacked outside hotel's lobby(there was tis huge fountain..misty and stuff.totally awesome!)he tol me all his family probz, was so touched man.we realli connected well ya noe.like evrythin felt so perfect btw us.we r so crazy wit each other too..hahahz den left tat place ard 10 stn.he accompanied me home..it was realli sweet man.cant wait to go out wit hym again!!hahaz tis tym it wld be ma treat alritezzz.anywayz gotta run now..CYa LOvies.*??//

2006-05-30T11:21:00.000-07:00

Hey guyzz!! ok so i noe i got a little emo in ma past entry..hey im always like tat liao..a little issue onli but i get until so emo like its the end of ma life..hahah hate tat abt me..anyway tings are lookin quite great at nydc now..he's not angry wit me or anythn..cleared out tat..ma bestie tol me tat he actualli smiled the day b4 yest wen they all teased him wit ma name..ok tat's nice to hear.but still cant confirm he has the same feelings as me rite.hmmm anyway 2dae finally gona work wit him at last after 5 miserable days..haha k la i admit, i do miss him alot.anywayz yest went to watch Da Vinci Code wit ma galz..it was such a great movie man!! full of twists and stuff.so interestin!! im so mesmerised over tat movie already liao.im so gona get the book man!! oh yea Great Sg Sale has started liao..im so gona get alot of clothes..shopin spreeeee| once a gain!haha alritez gtgz now.*Adiozzz*

2006-05-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

gosh i miss ma frenz so much man..i felt tat life is so perfect at work and sch.but tat everythin is downsizin within 2 dayz..y m i always so confused and worried over such a small issue?? y do i have to tell tat 1 person abt ma personal stuff wen he went against ma trust in de end..i hate u for makin me in tis position.i no longer have that comfortable feelin over him anymore.its all cox of u!!!i hate u.now im troubled..y is he actin so weird all over me now..?!i hate it!!i juz badly wan u baq.the timez u used to tease me so much,make fun of each other and made me smile every single time i walked into tat place.but now everythin doesnt seem rite.ppl ard me r givin me high hopes.sometimes i do wonder it cld be true.but sometimes i refused to believe in anythn they say.so y r u makin tis so hard on me? juz tok to me.give me tat dumb smile u always used to give me which made me so happy.i have nthn more to say,as i always knoe im tat 1 person whu never spoke ma feelins out to any1 who i had feelins on..yet *unspoken*

2006-05-20T11:20:00.000-07:00

Halooo ma fav amigoes out there!!hahaz alritez so both ma feets are soo busted wit blisters now..haizz yest i worked frm 12nn to 11pm liao..aiyo yest i was the cold side runner again..quite ok lar..hahaz i and yuri kept hittin,teasin and disturbin each other till 11pm man..hhahaz so fun!!ok yar got ma pay yest too..and its an increasement again..yippee..sch is quite fun too lar..2nd lecture lesson was betta than the 1st 1..one worri.lack of cute guyz..damnnn..hahaz anyway had plans wit vitz and ma crew 2dae..its supposely vitz' sch carnival..damn i cldnt go last min..ma feet is soo painful man..can hardly walk..i doubt later i can go to work too or not..damnnn miss ma besties soooo much man..sori vitz..next fri we r sooo gona go out k..? either ecp or wateva, we r soo gona hang out together aite..hahahz alritez so ma crush for some1 is increasin rite now..aiya i dunoe la..i juz dun wana tell him anythn tat wld spoil our frenship la..so its all closed and safe witin me..hahazzz alritez so enugh abt all those crap now..i gotta go and study man.aiyoo eevry1 is so stressed nowdays..dammmit..arghhh tatatta***????///

2006-05-15T12:22:00.000-07:00

Heyoz!!!! hahah been so busy lately tat i missed updatin u guyz..anyway here i m and ma crapo nonsense details..haha alritez so everythin is ok latetly..juz tat life is pretty stressful both at hm and work..onli diff? work is fun and home is not.bleh.anywayz im startin sch 2dae!!! yeay! i cant wait man.i hope the 1st lesson will be fun.duh im schlin wit calvin too..it will be fun for sure.;)hahaz 2dae's lesson is at nite so yeay can crap ard after tat..i cant wait!! yeay..okie im havin a few crushes here and there but im not gona go into any details yeay, coz c'mon its juz a crush.Lately managed to go out wit ma best buddy , hesun,.it was hella fun man.i treated to swensens..more like payback time den treat la..like wat he sayz..bleh.hahaz it was soo fun man.we watched Poseidon.(bloody nice movie man, a must watch!)den we spend rest of the evenin at swensens,crappin ard, tokin abt our lives sharin gossips and stories..gosh like old timez..ma life is always great and full of smiles wen im ard him..Thankzz darlin!!cant wait to go out wit ma whole crew to ecp..ahhhh i cant wait..alritez so i tink i shld cut out ma "cant wait" part already..hahahz catch ya guyz up soon aite.ADIOZZZZ***??????/////

2006-05-02T15:05:00.000-07:00

Heyozz frenz!! okie so work has been goin great lately for me..its juz tat gettin stressed tinkin abt ma sch recently..goin to start ard may 15.cant wait for the 1st lesson but nervous man..i noe its goin to be sure borin but eh i dun have a choice rite..but im schlin wit calvin too, so yea there wld be jokes and fun here and there..miss heshun and ma crew lotzzz man..cant wait to dive into ecp wit em''//arghhh!! so yest ma bro and ma nephew came to visit us ..ma nephew is sooo cute man..aiyo i didnt have da' heart to leave him yest liao..had to rush for work man.Both dad and ma were like so att to baby..hmm gd gd..so yeay im gettin a new hp for maself like next tues once i get ma next pay.Looks like tat's more impt for me rite now than clothes..maybe i'll still get a hoodie frm adidas...hmm cant change me..hahaz alritez den, im workin laterz too..pheww..tot of gettin a new snip laterz but nahz maybe next wk..Tataz**||

2006-04-24T14:55:00.000-07:00

Heyoz ppl..okie so been pretty busy latetly..work, work and work..but yest finally took time to hang out wit ma crew and the rest..it was silas'z debatin competition held at mediocorp..went wit vitz , james and bunch of others to support him..And guess wat?! They freakin won the debate competition man!!! Hell yeay! im so freakin happy for him..arghhh after the whole ting was over, we went over and gave him our bestest hugs and congrats..every1 was there man..saw dava akka, kavi kumar aka curry kumar and even janathanan..yeay tell me abt it..hahaz after tat vitz and rest went baq home together..vitz and i shared our latest gossips and stuffz goin on in our lifes..it was great ur'll..missed her so much..our next outin would be at ecp..james is joinin us tis time..probz will be after hesun's exams..cant wait!! will be doin ma shoppin tmr i guess.gotta crash town..cant wait to get ma hands on new clothes and accessories..Desperately!!hahaz alritez so will be doin nightshift laterz again..cant wait..but i guess its gona be borin cox its mon..hope customers will flock in ard 10 +.alritez tat'z all for now..//--ADIOZ**

2006-04-15T11:30:00.000-07:00

Heyyy Amigoesz!!! haha well life is goin great as usual..guess wat, im gona enrol in camford wit calvin and gona take up business course as i dreamt!! ma dreams are cumin true!! yeay..i soo luv business course..its ma dream to be a marketing executive ur'll..hehe and wit calvin, double trouble!*Wink* LUV YA PAL..hahaz juz crappin ard wit him on da phone juz now..we r sooo excited man..sch is startin on may15..once it starts, its gona be livin in hell man..hectic hectic all da way..c'mon ma course is gona be for 1 whole year, wat else can ya expect eh/..but its gona be sooo fun..cant wait!!! so now baq to work..Work is goin soo great..i juz lub ma new collegues man..freakin fun wit yuri, zen,karen and nico.yuri and i kept tokin abt our fav topic " America'z next top models" /-*wink* nico , karen and i made fun of da singapore pagent contestants..hahah toked abt sch and stuff..it was soo fun man..lubb those guyz to da core..2dae'z work is frm 7pm to 2am..hectic i knoe.but eh 2dae im gona get ma 1st pay check!!check it out ur'll..hahazz cant wait, cant wait..later im accompanying nav for shoppin..mine wld be done next wk..so yeay tat's all for now..miss u ma crazy crappy frenz\!! *Adioz**

2006-04-11T13:30:00.000-07:00

Heyoooz..okie workin daes are becumin sooo hectic tat i hardly have time to update ma blog,watch tv or listen to music..serious..!hahaz okie work is fun as usual but had nightshifts continuously for past five days till closing..pheww..tired man..2dae is ma off dae of coz, hahaz yeay! 2mr and sat doin nightshift again till closing..im realli stressed over ma enrolments in nyp and camford too..nyp is ma last try for poly enrolment..hope to get in..if not straite to camford..decided already..okie so havent caught up wit any of ma crazy bunch frenz and miss em' lotx..i seriosly wana hang out and catch a movie man..heshun!! rescue me..hahahz i feel like ma life is gettin borin so far..dunoe y..but yea boring..oopsie..but its not depressin or wat la..ma collegues are totally awesome..fun and crappy..hahaz ma time passes by easily at work..but still i feel like im missin out on sthn.. tryin to find out..yet another mystery..alritez nthn much for now den.*Adioz*

2006-04-06T11:36:00.000-07:00

Okie 2dae is baq to workin dae,guess wat. Im sick! urghh y 2dae man..anyway 2dae is night shift for me and nav , so guess will be okay by then..hope so..haizz still havent get ma nyp and rp results yet..i tink calvin is gettin more impatient than me nowdays ..hahaz thnkz pal..anyway hope 2nite n.y.d.c doesnt have lotx of customers..bad , i noe..hahaz but i will faint if i cant handle too much of em'.no la, im not so weakling eh..anywayz 2nite is gona be over at 2am..get ready for goin home earli in da morn.hahaz ive done it many timez last time , so tis is nthn unusual for me eh..though tis is work..k la, i tink im crappin too much already..*Adioz*

2006-04-04T11:30:00.000-07:00

Arghh navya how cld u post a pic of me lookin like a fat mama in ur blog!!!??hahahz though i look quite nice in other pics la..okie so if ya guyz have no idea wat im yaggin abt,navya has posted ma b'dae bash pics taken at orc on 22 mar in her blog already..ya guyz can go and check it out, as u see i have no scanner and no idea how to publish ma pics..navya is ma assistant everytime..hahahz thnkz babe! hahahz okie ltr hangin out wit da crazy bunch at orc..same old borin place.yea tell me abt it , man. but wat im happy is tat we r gona have our lunch at n.y.d.c!!!! yeay! so yea we r meetin ard 2 stn at heerans, poor calvin cant make it 2dae..anywayz i cant wait to have fun later wit ma crazy bunch..*Adioz**Cheerz*

2006-04-02T21:35:00.000-07:00

Haloo peepzies!hahaz ok i noe it have been a while i updated ma stupid blog..but hey! im here..so here it goes..Okie so da past two dayz workin at N.Y.D.C totally rocked man!!!!hahah seriously,so da 1st day i got realli tired man..dunoe y also..aiya im always like tat la..will get used to it anywayz..hehe..workin wit navya was fun la..met new collegues also..Kevin,Daniel(da crazy 1) , fitri,farhana, xiao xian and the two managers ( Debbie and Alan)..they were so cool..2dae was ma 2nd dae..and let me tell ya it was hella of fun man!! hahahz i realli enjoyed 2dae..met 5 more crazy collegues whu totalli rocked ma dae man..Shana,Angie,Ray,Pei Ying and Karen..Shana and angie were the crappiest ppl down there man..hahaz they were freakin funny and so fun to be ard em'.Another manager was in charge 2dae and his name is Nicholas..he was so freakin strict..but he is okay la..though i wonder at timez wats his prob..So tmr till wed are mine and nav'z off dayz..phew can take a break..but i wana go baq to work at least frm tues man..missing it already..haha frm thurz til sun, me and nav are doin nightshiftz..finally!! Cant wait to experience da hectic work life frm thurs til sun man..so yea im pretty tired rite now..must hit ma sack soon..*Adioz* OH ya b4 signin off, one last ting..Happy Bdae Hesun!!! Ma best buddy in da world..sori cant be there to celeb ur b'dae 2dae wit ya..Soon aite*wink**wink* haahaz * Cheerz*